Coming clean.. again.

Sometimes we need to come clean with ourselves. We clean up the mess around us, put everything back into it’s place. Moving on without being honest with what actually caused the mess. Lying to ourselves that we aren’t actually the issue. I use the word WE because it applies to me as well. I am a very orderly person. Very close to OCD.. but that isn’t the same when it comes to me. Or it wasn’t. Recently I’ve came to terms with a lot of my own shit. I’ve had the time and space.. so why not? Because it makes us face the person in the mirror. Not the image that we have created in our mind of what we think we look like or act.

Coming clean with yourself is harder than telling someone else the truth. They can leave.. you have to deal with the truth after.