NO Days OFF

At some point life began to come in hot and fast! Who would have thought that MY cards would begin to align.. It's a real struggle to get into the flow of things. A part of me is still combative to the change that is necessary. It's like I have the knowledge, the ability and the opportunities are laying themselves at my feet. Finally, I am taking them on.. just not with the intent that I need to. I can say that out loud because it’s a reflection of my human nature. It won’t stop me from getting shit done, that’s a reflection of my fucn hustle. My wings are opening and it feels good to feel the sun again. It hits different. Content in ways that are old and new. I see things that I have seen, but from above. My actions are becoming more factual to my emotions and intelligence. No longer confined to a forethought. I am becoming less apologetic for those things too. Dimming my light is no longer an option, so I work even when I don’t want to. Through the struggles, my self-destructive thoughts, the losses, and even when I’m winning.