SELF-Confidence

umm, FUC THEM PEOPLE I'M DOPE AF! AND I HAVE BEEN FOR  YEARS Smfh. Sometimes we ask questions knowing the answer to them. And Though I know the answer I still, as of lately, have been asking myself wtf was I thinking?! It's crazy how we can become so consumed in things that we don’t even see our own glow. I struggled with it as a kid being dark skin, and as a teenager as well. Somewhere between sex and my first photo shoot I had gained some confiedence. At least I began to exude the energy as if I did. Another huge mistake we often make as humans. Emit energy we don’t actually possess. It's exhausting and it often renders us unable to get to the level we need to be to actually exude the energy. My confidence came into fruition when I was a teenager/young model. As an adult my ability to identify who I am, what I stand for, and won’t stand for. Those are the things that provide me with confidence. Help me keep my head high in times of turmoil, or when my character is in question. The knowledge that I have lived my life providing good energy to the universe and I lived it my fucn way’s giving me a new level of confidence.. SELF-Confidence.