Smooth Sailing

I think I didn’t start my year until February and that’s just me being honest. January started with a bang and ended with one as well. Literally.. I hit the ground with a fighting start on the first, and a car on the 31st. It was a way to end my golden year but I was ok with all of shits to be frank. Sometimes you need a reality check. January came with a lot of transitions and a lot of time to look around my universe. Its been quite a site to see, or to not see I should say. Things that I thought had fallen in place wiggled and showed the error in my placement. I’m finding my placement is off more often than I am willing to admit. Whether it is with people and my trust, or my emotional state in general. This first month taught me that ALL THE bull of 2020 is gone, but that doesn’t make 2021 exempt from it either. Still, if 2020 did nothing else, it prepared me for bullshit.. from others and my own. I had a great take off from 2020, but I still need to make sure that 2021’s flight is a smooth one.