Clear Waves

It’s weird for me to see people do things I don’t understand. Especially when I’m attempting to learn. Or teach as well.  I am way better than I was at communication and I pat myself on the back often. Things others find disrespectful when spoken to me are often things that are unavoidable. I’ve always wanted to be hurt with the truth before comforted with a lie. What’s the point in that? To build more inevitable heart ache when the essential lie is discovered? And they are too much work.. I can’t keep with things that aren’t real. I guess that’s why I address things so easily. There is so much comfort in clarity for me, and it is still coming in abundance. In waves even. Doors and windows have been open but I guess I just started to fix my focus enough to look around. It’s a weird sight to see being honest. Things I thought I had grasped on are not even within my reach. People who were calling wolf, were only setting traps. It’s a crazy world, and I’m not finished trying to understand it. But I am going to take a break from a few things, and people as well.