Successfully Stressed

I’ve been trying to devise a way to celebrate my accomplishmentS, but it’s just not coming to me.  I went to Miami, had the time of my life and it still didn’t make me feel.. relieved. I was working while there, then I came back with the same grind mentality. Which inevitably is a great thing, yet, something in me is telling me to fucn relax. My mind is still running from one objective to another, not taking a minute to sit and bask in the idea that one thing has been done. I can say a part of it is the lack of love in my life. When I’m single I’m busy, with growth and productive things as always. That way I’m not being a whore or drowning in my own thoughts about what I could have done to fix someone something that's broken.

I don’t know what I need to do, or who.. cause that doesn’t seem to work either. I’ll figure it out and just keep working until then.